It's been too long since we last saw each other. When we first met, I was shocked at how similar we were - I wonder if that has changed since we've been apart.
I still think it's crazy that we happened to meet. From completely different places in the world we somehow made the decisions that led to us being in the same place at the same time. How does that happen, and how were we so lucky? Will that happen for us again?
I can't say that I think of you every day, or that I miss you that greatly, or that you take up so much space in my heart that every second away from you is torture; those would all be lies.
But, I can say that when I was with you, I knew I was happy.
If I'm being really honest, I think I've been hiding from you. I've changed a lot since I last saw you 7 years ago, and I'm scared that you won't accept me. It has felt easier to reject you before you reject me.
From completely different places in the world we somehow made the decisions that led to us being in the same place at the same time. How does that happen, and how were we so lucky? Will that happen for us again?
Yours truly,
Jean
ps if you see this i'm kidding